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The Girl Who Ruined The World

6th January, 2009. 12:08 am. I'M BACK!!!!

HEY HO I'M BACK AND WILL BE WRITING IN THIS MORE...... 
I NEED A PLACE TO MIND BLURT...... GET RID OF ALL THE RANCID THOUGHTS STEWING AWAY FAR TOO LONG IN MY BRAIN.
THIS AND MY "SPECIAL PROJECT" SHALL KEEP ME SANE. GIVE ME SOME FOUNDATION IN THIS EVER SHIFTING EVER CHANGING WORLD IN WHICH I RESIDE.

WELCOME BE BACK WITH WIDE SPREAD HANDS..... I WANT TO SEE YOUR PALMS TOUCH THE SKY


AND BY THE WAY I'M THE SHIT AND HAVE MUCH AWESOMENESS TO SAY



Current mood: CATavalyzed.

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13th September, 2006. 1:15 am. jason

now i truly feel like he loves me.......wow....it feels so good, and to think i almost threw it all away.

he's amazing.....and the way he looks at me makes my heart jump.

yeah i'm fucking hooked.


this i found out later.....and has nothing to do w/ the above feeling.....b/c it came about later, but ian hasn't answered yet. not that i want him to.....anymore. i regret sending the message. but i don't regret or take back my words.


Current mood: loved.

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11th August, 2006. 7:49 pm.

Foolisha......WELCOME BACK!

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10th August, 2006. 10:20 pm. balmy summer nights

poetry and the heat.

i wont tell you what secret my head holds.



Current mood: hot.

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30th July, 2006. 8:53 pm.

i'm so H.A.P.P.Y. 

reason: unknown.



Current mood: happy.

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26th July, 2006. 9:10 am. Feeling Shitty Never Hurt So Good

Fuck this

Bye.


Current mood: confused.

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17th July, 2006. 8:05 pm.

so my life's been kinda crazy and hectic. i've lost touch with alot of my friends recently........partially b/c i've been spending so much time with jason.
it's official. we are boyfriend and girlfriend now. 
so much for my not dating until i'm ready to get married.
umm.....i'm kinda tired, but i <3 spending time w/ him. 
ok that's it.


Current mood: content.

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12th July, 2006. 11:05 am.

my mom likes to make me miserable........


i might get kicked out (what's new)

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11th July, 2006. 11:31 pm. smile like you mean it.......

i deserve the happiness i currently have.
i'm so happy 
i love it
and i have a really great guy.
haha finally i come out on top!


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3rd July, 2006. 6:05 pm. Who Wants To PARTY

so here's it......i miss my friends and that means you guys and so i'm giving everyone a heads up to my plans this week.....hit me up if you want to join any of these events

wed....seeing my baby in newport beach or BI (a club) w/ my sweetie Robyn (probably go see my baby)

thurs....the boogie. gonna go dancing.....(there's still room in the car)

friday....driving down the cali coast....from la area to san diego area....down highway 1 and a picnic at a beach of our choice. (there's still room in the car)

saturday....TJ. and you know that'll be banging....who's down? (there's still room in the car)

sunday....dancing at a Retro Club.....i've got free passes.....and you know you're down to shake your asses (there's still room in the car)

so this is my week. 
hit me up if you want to come to any of these....or if you just want to chill and catch up.....I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! REALLY I DO ; )


Current mood: complacent.

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